So running has been difficult lately. I had every intention to conquer the 6 miler all this week and I have not ran once. Yes I have done the elliptical, but my workouts
have went to nothing it seems. I had a lot of DRs appointments and early mornings, that getting up earlier than 545 to get my run in, seemed unreal. So of course I feel fat and huge and want to run, but no, I'm at work. Blah. I don't think I am lacking in motivation, it's just been a rough time this past week with my schedule.
I had laser surgery today. And I have not told anyone but my few close friends. So me putting it on a blog is a
big deal to me, even though no one reads this. lol. So here is my vent session of it (veering off of running for a hot sec..)...my face is on fire! It was so weird! First off, I had to shave my face last night. Yeah, SHAVE MY FACE! Crazy. Then I went in and they put this cold goo on my face and then had me put on goggles, which were like the ones people wear when they go tanning. The DR said that its going to feel like he's pinching my skin. I was like, OK I can handle that. So they lay me down and all i feel is warm pressure going over my face very slowly, with a constant beeping in the background. Then I feel it. So it's not a pinch, it's a quick pinch that stings deep down into your face. I quench and ball my fists up...water is coming into my eyes. But he took breaks and let me get my breathing back plenty of times. He would talk to me and ask me questions, so he was super comfortable and it was nice to know that he was since I was flipping out on the inside. There was one time when I had to ask him to stop for a sec because I needed a break, and he was totally fine with it (even suggested me telling him when to stop before the procedure). Then before long it was over, took about 15 minutes. That's it. My face is now red and partially swollen. I go back in a month to do it all again. lol Oh joy. Overall, I am so happy I am finally getting this done. After years of getting made fun of for dark facial hair, and treating it myself with store-brand products, I'm glad to say I'm on my way to a happier face :)
I thank the Lord for giving people the education and skills to do this kind of work. I thank Him that everything went well and smoothly. All glory to God.